THURSDAY IN CHIANGMAI
I never want to grow tired of learning. (By tired, I mean sick of it) Its such a blessing to gain more knowledge and skills to help others. And its a greater blessing when God gives you a glimpse of what He wants to do with your life.

To date, I know that I have a passion for worship/music, a desire to be used by God (a dangerous man for Him), I've been called special in God's eyes (everyone is!), been envisioned with wings (to protect others) and been described as having a heart like David. I also see myself giving God glory on a stage. These are like many sides of a shape that God has planned for me to be. I've also found a burden in the form of the youth in Sanphranet Church. When Gloria & I met up with Henry's wife, Tuk, She was explaining how mentally and physically tired she was. She didn't have much help running the kindergarten. Then she told us about the youth who have stopped coming to church. It made me so sad, I felt tears well up in my eyes. I hope they didn't see me crying as I opened the church gate for them to drive out.

I see a need so clearly! But what can I do? How can I help in this area, Lord? What can I provide besides willingness? I DON'T WANT TO OFFER HELP & END UP BEING A LIABILITY... What about the equipping after my NS? Will it be too late then? These people need to know You more deeply! They need to know you better & more personally! The blessings, authority and the victory we have! They need to know that there's more to Christianity than sunday services and programs.

Dear Father, if this is your calling... If you placed this burden in my heart, You carry through and show me what I have to do for you. I know you won't let me wander aimlessly. You lead me on the path you've set out for me. Amen!

::: Quote of the Day :::
If God calls you to do something,
He will give you the necessary qualifications.
| Kenneth E. Hagin |